Raffles Place.

Just came back from Raffles Place. It's crowded with people and i dont like it. :(

I think i went at the wrong day. Now, i think that going to Raffles Place on weekend is better.

Yea.

It's great to have Jen and Jie to accompany me. :) We din actually talk much but, i still enjoy it.

:)

Hais.

Loser...

Please give me some space.

Please give me some space.

Yea, give it to me. No phone calls or SMS and ask whether im fine a not k? Just treat it as normal. Im still Insulin. Let me prepare of the worse k? So, if it's real, den I can control my feelings. :) I know u meant good, but just give me some space k? :)

Im still standing strong. :)

*read the entry before this, if u are still wondering what im saying about*

Go and die!

I hate it! I really hate it!

What do you mean by, 'We are not enemies, dear"?
I was shock when I saw that SMS on his handphone!
What is ur motive?
I took down ur no. and named u BITCH!
I dunno if the message was sent wrongly or something else that doesn't concern about him.
I asked my fren to called this evening.
It's a women voice.


It really hurt my heart or even breaks it!
How can u did this to me?
You bitch, slut, whore, whatever FUCKING FUCK VULGAL LANGUAGES I CAN USED ON U!
You lose all our women faces!
I just hate u to the core!
Please dont bring disaster or even HELL to me can?
I really cant take it anymore!
I CONFIRM AND GUARANTEE THAT YOU KNOW HE IS BEING TAKEN RITE!
DEN WHY THE BLOODY HELL U STILL WANNA STEAL HIM FROM ME!?
YOU FUKER BITCH SLUT!

Do you know that im crying while im typing this entry?
You SLUT!
I really cant stand it liao..
When I think of her, think of what she had done. I cried.
Dont u pity me or even us?
Please dont tell me that he didn't tell u that he was taken.
Coz I can guarantee, make sure and swear to my mighty god that he dont spent all his time with u rite?!
YOU FUKER WHORE!
Even though I know u dont read this bloggie thing coz maybe u are MENTALLY RETARDED that u dont know how to used the internet or even the computer.

Please get away from him.
Please don disturb him anymore.
Please dont SMS or call him anymore.
Please go to hell and never the heaven.
Please don have an affair with him behind her.
Please and please and please.

Even though I din see u guys holding hands, kissing, hugging etc. OR im not sure if you exist a not just because of a SMS.

Just leave him alone. If anything happen, IM GONNA HAUNT YOU TILL IM HAPPY!

Old skin is nicer.

Here i am blogging again!

Feel like writing something after the Clinical Theory test. I think i did partially good bah(coz i REALLY got study mah). Heh heh.. But if i still got an lousy grade, i've nothing to say liao coz i really tried my very best. :(

*I pray*

You guys, may feel shock that im using the same old skin. Heh..heh.. coz i still fall in love with this skin! My 大姐 also think that this skin is better than the previous one. Heh heh... Im just loving it! :P

First of all, im very very very glad that my frens are having a blog due to my influence..

(Yea, im writing to show off le) Nah, im just kidding..but im glad u gers are blogging! So i can link ya! :)

My paus are getting loads and loads! Heh heh..

Im alone in the computer lab now. :( Nah, it's great actually! Im not trying to mean that with no frens around, im happy hor! It's just that i got to spent my time in school alone! Can you imagine that? Yea, i think it's cool.

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I feel that someone is not happy with me(maybe it's you! Yea, you! The one who is reading my blog now!) I dunno it's like before that you and me were like sisters like that, maybe it just that i did something u don like? I apologised k? You still talk to me, joke with me, laugh with me. Suddenly, you told me, "为什么我最近看你非常不爽啊？" I was like "Huh?" I dont know if u really mean it or joking with it. But for everything i did, I REALLY DONT MEAN IT! Trust me. :) Anyway, i just wanna apologised to u!

SORRY!
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I think it's in the "raining season" now. So you guys must really take care of urself ar! Im like got nothing to say leh.. Hais... Think im going back to the CMS thing liao..

Ar!!! It's like im having 2 tests next week!!! Monday one and tuesday another!!! ARGH!!!! :(

Anyway, TAKE CARE! :)

The semestral exam timetable.

Guess what?

The Semestral exam timetable is out. :)

17th of August (Thursday) - Behavioural Science 1B

18th of August (Friday) - Nursing Science 1C

21st of August (Monday) - Biological Science 1A

22nd of August (Tuesday) - Nursing Science 1A

24th August (Thursday) - Nursing Science 1B


And,

19th of July (Wednesday) - Clinical Theory Test

24th of July (Monday) - Introduction to Life Sciences Test 2

25th of July (Tuesday) - Clinical Practical Test

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It makes me feels like im having 'O' level again.

Hais.

Hmm..think I wont be posting so regularly bah.

Coz I wanna study. (Hope so!)

But i can still taggie taggie tag tag u guys, coz I needa to log on to the school's CMS thing. Heh heh.. Another excuse for onlining. :P

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大声的哭的感觉是如何的啊？

我突然间想到的。

它的感觉应该是很棒的吧！

我突然间想试看大哭的感觉是如何的。：） 哭得哇哇叫更好！

(if u cant see the font, right click, go encoding den select Unicode.)

Actually what I wrote just now is.... (this benefit the non-Chinese)

What's the feeling of crying out loud? The feeling must be very shoik bah. Hmmmm..So I feel like trying/testing wat's the feeling like. Cry until breakdown is better. Wahhhhh... wahhaha..

Please dont assume urself that im sad or having self-declared-depression! Because im not! :)

Hmmm..can tell me how u felt? For those who had tried or experience it. :)














Im gonna stop here! So long, till I blog again! :)

Fun!

Heh.. heh..

Hmmmmm...Im bored le.

Tomorrow im having a presentation. Hmmm, wish me luck! Heh heh..

Yesterday, we had our Leo club meeting. It's fun though. Basically he look fine too! I think he may have get over it bah. Be strong k? :)

Ha ha.. and I found my "father" (lao pa). It sound crazy. It started off with my biological father's name, Peter. He's Peter Kee and my Bio-father is Peter Ng.

And this is how I got a Lao pa in Leo club. Liwei and the others seems like calling him Lao pa too..

Ooopss..sekali I think too much man.


But I've asked him if he mind, he shook his head shyly. (I think Lao pa Kee is shy leh..)

Yes. Heh heh..*wicked laugh*

Making him with sujie is process.. heh heh.. :P

Hai hai..

I've got back my results.































































It's terrible.






































Dont ask me. (coz I wont tell, heh heh..)








































































I got to admit that I din really study for it at all. So, I think I deserved these grades bah. :) I hope im gonna work hard the next round? Maybe or should i? Heh heh.. I should. (okay,im like dunno wat im typing now. :P) Im fine already! im gonna work hard bah.. hee hee.. :)






To Zihui:

Hey babe, maybe I cant go out with u these few day till i've finished all my exams, tests and many many more bah. Okay? Sorry ar. Coz I think it may last till our 2 months break? :) Sorry ar!!



:)

Take care!

Our Leo club member/senior/event organiser's mum's cancer cells has spreaded. She has reached the final stage.

There's nothing we can do but to pray for his mum and ask him to stay strong. It's really sad to see someone u loved to suffer.

We've planned to buy some fruit baskets and flowers for his mum. Maybe this is the max. we can do bah. Im using pink colour here, coz i hope miracles will appear and bring her mum back to pink health! :)

There's one day we saw him outside the CHEERS, 我看得出他在勉强的和我们笑. It's really sad to see him like this, but we still try to make him smile. Hais.

Sometimes I wondering how come the Leo club committees like din do anything. All the e-mails and notice pass to us is by him. Or is it the event organiser high rank than the president? I dont know la.

It's like he is having some personal problem and he is STILL doing all the Leo club things. What are the other committees doing? Even if it's not their job, they can still share or help him with his job rite?

Maybe im thinking too much?

I dont know la.

I dont know whether you gonna read this a not, but take good care of urself! Stay strong like wat you have promised us. We want to see the cheerful you! :D

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This is my 100th post! Heh heh heh heh.. Really thanks to you guys for coming in and coming in and coming in! Hee hee.. If I can, I'll post regularly. :)

Tanya Chua

Tanya Chua - t.time








Yeah, I bought her album at Junction 8's Sembawang. Hee hee.. Im listening to her songs now while eating durain puff now. All I can say is that this album is nice until u really listen to it urself. :)

Quite worth it la, it's $18.90 for 新歌+精选. Heh heh... :)

PLS DONT TELL ME IF THERE'S A PLACE SELLING A LOWER PRICE THAN THIS!

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Hmmm..Yesterday was our another ICA presentation. It wasn't a good starting for us, Iqah's laptop jump down the table and Sasha's thumbdrive was broken into two pieces. Hai. I think it's a retribution for us bah. Coz we din really prepare much beforehand. So,I think we deserved the way we present that day. To me, it was a boring and unprepared presentation, if I were the audience that day.

:( I din mean to be sarcastic, but it's true.

Hai. I hate presentations. I think everyone hates it bah.

This coming Friday, im having another presentation about depression thing. HAIYO! When can all these presentations gonna stop?

HAIYO! After this presentation, there's clinical practical and theory exams. :( This will depend on whether I can go on serving my attachment at SGH. :(

I feel that i dont have the luck with me now. I got the feeling im gonna fail! Shit la, haven start the exam and my self-esteem is falling!

After clinical, there gonna be another ICA 2 about school-aged child. HAIYO! I think after all these presentations, our skill assessment exams will be next. Wah lao. I felt suffocated man! Argh!!!!






















Maybe I need to meditate or go Raffles Place to daydream someday? Anybody wanna join in the fun? Maybe.

Hai.

好闷哦！

今天的我觉得有点闷啊！

我好想出去走走，散散步，和朋友聚一聚还有去Raffles Place发呆。If you are having depression or wanna daydream the whole day, maybe you can try Raffles Place over the weekends or during the night time when there's few people only. Trust me. :)

但是我懒得出门，懒得约朋友们出门。我觉得我是个喜欢呆在家里instead of 到处逛街的人吧。I dont know why. 但是，如果是和朋友出去谈谈心事或是聊聊天的话，我一定会赴约的。：）

Dunno why la. This is my preference. This is me. :)
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This is just a short entry from me la, coz i feel like blogging but dont know what to write. Heh heh..

hello!

Hello!

好久没有update了。
趁现在用空就来写写东西吧！

Heh..heh..I sound as if im really really very busy like that. Ha! But im really a bit busy and lazy to write something on my blog. Ha! Hmm..im officially posted to Singapore General Hospital for my attachment. To me, not bad lah. Er, if u wanna come visit me also can lah. *Choi!*

Oh ya! Back to my Tamagotchi, i told the wrong information. Er..Actually Micks got a baby boy instead of a baby daughter. :P I din infra-mating with other Tamagotchi, it's the matchmaker inside the Tamagotchi asked Micks wanna make love with the other Tamagotchi. Of cos, I pressed the 'Yes' button. *wicked laughing* Heh heh. The whole screen went black den fireworks appeared. I was like =_="? ha ha..Den a small little tiny baby appear. Strange cum amazing!

After few days, Micks died(I think so) at the age of 8 yrs old and 24 LB. There's no graveyard of him, no sign of him, so I assumed that he died? Heh..heh. Cool. Anyway, im still a freshman for Tamagotchi. :D

Oh ya! Micks's son is called Smick. Cool rite? Aiya, I also wanna think of a good name one mah, but when I was about to get out of the house, he asked me to name him. My mind immediately float up the name of SMICK. :) Aiya, not bad lah. heh heh..

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A lot of things happened over the past few days. I finally come up with a conclusion, I don like group meetings. At first it was damn fun lor, but now it seems like everyone are disappointing each other. Hai. I got no comments la, I just wished that they can treat group meetings importantly and not treat it like as if they are going for those blind-dating, pls.